when did it leave me?
i never was one who enjoyed popularity... i spent most of elementary and high school secluded, hiding from bullies. a brief spate of friend-having followed in university, after which i decided to chuck it all and head out west for the open plains.
years passed.
which brings us to a couple of weeks ago. an unspecified birthday. a birthday to which numerous friends and even acquaintances were invited. said friends and acquaintances even said "yes, see you there, can't wait, it will ROCK!"
can you guess what happened?
the horror! every teenage nightmare come true. 4 people came out in total. i now acknowledge these select few as my TRUE FRIENDS. the rest... well, as i've said before, it just goes to show that high school prepares you for life in more ways than one, i suppose. where you spend your time secure in the knowledge that while you are morally and intellectually superior to them, the assholes seem to control the world and are rewarded for it.
i'm sorry, getting older has made me more bitter, apparently.
or it could be the running-induced exhaustion from my new fitness kick. either or.
4 comments:
i, for one, am honoured that you consider me one of your true friends. i have always considered you one of mine.
:)
On the other hand, the older you get the more you are inclined to let things like this go with a shrug and a hearty "shit happens."
That, and start asking for RSVPs.
very true. as for the rsvp's, well, we did have many, just not followed through upon. next year, a cocktail weekend in the mountains for the very select few...
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